Something im not really feeling today. The pain and burden of the reality I’m facing isn’t allowing me to feel festive in any manner. This isn’t a place I would want for anyone to be. Today should be about family and those the love. Embracing them and making new memories through festive activities. But for me, it isn’t so. Sometimes it’s hard to accept the things we at have created and how the reality of those things ultimately shape our lives.
However, each day is seemingly getting better. I hope to climb out of this dark hole soon. But as of now, festive isn’t really my thing.
Merry Christmas to everyone though.